Mission Accomplished
After 7 months, I finally have caught up on two long-overdue invoices. What is up with that? Why would I work for months, and then stop short of invoicing so I can get paid for all that work?
Fear of success? Do I need to stay poor to be happy? After 7 months, you can guess the size of the total. No more being poor.
Deep inside lies an incredible procrastinating power that defies reason or logic. I'd really like to know what fear fuels that behavior. It's just incredible for me to fathom, because I don't feel it. Well, I don't feel it in my scared conscious brain, it's all in that damned monkey brain that really runs most of the show.
It just seems so unlike me, or at least the me I am trying to be.
I am beat today. That big ride yesterday has left me drained. I rode to get my taxes, just an easy 10 mile round trip to loosen those legs up. The single speed got the call, but a giant head wind made the ride not-so-fun after all. Just a little too beat.
Fear of success? Do I need to stay poor to be happy? After 7 months, you can guess the size of the total. No more being poor.
Deep inside lies an incredible procrastinating power that defies reason or logic. I'd really like to know what fear fuels that behavior. It's just incredible for me to fathom, because I don't feel it. Well, I don't feel it in my scared conscious brain, it's all in that damned monkey brain that really runs most of the show.
It just seems so unlike me, or at least the me I am trying to be.
I am beat today. That big ride yesterday has left me drained. I rode to get my taxes, just an easy 10 mile round trip to loosen those legs up. The single speed got the call, but a giant head wind made the ride not-so-fun after all. Just a little too beat.
posted by Wylbur at 10:34 PM
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